Notice.

I’ve moved to http://themeaningofabutterfly.blogspot.com/.

Yes, I have finally gotten sick of the fact that I can’t change a single thing though it’s actually more user friendly on WordPress. So I’ve moved, along with my posts, to Blogspot. Besides, the butterflies are just too tempting. haha.

 

Things to be happy About – Part 3

滄桑之後            席慕蓉

滄桑之後　也許會有這樣的回顧
當你獨自行走在人生的中途

一切波濤都已被引進呆滯的河道
山林易變　星光逐漸熄滅
只留下完全黑暗的天空
而我也被變造成
與起始向你飛奔而來的那一個生命
全然不同
你流淚恍然於時日的遞減　恍然於
無論怎樣天真狂野的心
也終於會在韁繩之間裂成碎片

滄桑之後　也許會有這樣的回顧
請別再去追溯是誰先開始命運屈服
我只求你　在那一刻裡靜靜站立
在黑暗中把我重新想起

想我曾經怎樣狂喜地飛奔而來
帶著我所有的盼望所有的依賴　還有那
生命中最早最早飽滿如小白馬般的快樂
還有那失落了的山巒與草原　那一夜
桐花初放　繁星滿天

As usual, poetry never fails to make me happy. :)

 

Things to be Happy About – Part 2

Here’s something to cheer myself up:

See, my decision to pursue a course in the Arts facualty is right. Muhahahaha~

You Should Get a PhD in Liberal Arts (like political science, literature, or philosophy)

You’re a great thinker and a true philosopher.You’d make a talented professor or writer.

 

Prayer

Lord, give me strength to carry on.

I am the pillar, must not fall before they do.

I must remain stronger.

Pretending that you’re fine when you’re not is stupid, smiling brilliantly when you’re crying inside is crazy. Pretending that nothing has happened and trying to be high and dotty about things so that everyone will feel better is simply nuts. I don’t know how long I can hold out, but I will. Let me not become a problem before another is solved, and let the problem be solved soon, though I really don’t know what is the problem.

Lord, give me strength to carry on.

Amen.

 

文字

文字，是我最大的安慰，是我朋友，是乌云里的一道彩虹。

今天才发现，原来我很久很久以前就已注定要读文科，只是一直没发现而已。

 

你不是真正的快乐 – 五月天

作词：五月天
作曲：五月天人

群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了
然后才后悔著 你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部
结束在此刻 重新开始活著

 

Things to be happy about

Things are hard, but I’ll keep myself happy before the end of my exams. :)

This is a little promise to myself.

Besides, monday is my favourite paper – Literature!:)

Ya, now I know a little about html code, which leaves me a bit stranded cause I don’t know to  move to blogspot, or continue using wordpress. haha. It’s abit troublesome to use wordpress to post pictures, so my entries usually depend on words. Which I like. It’s a nice feeling to use words to express yourself. And wordpress really do make things simple and nice. But then, the beautiful design of butterflies that I managed to get is just so so so tempting. haha. Maybe I’ll learn from caiyun set up a blog for writing also. Think think. hm. Anyway I’m starting to make sense of html code, which is a good thing. Then after that can get Dyana or self-learn programming. haha. The poly people I know studying computers are having a hard time, but programming is fun. codes are fun. heh.

Ya, and huijun now knows alot more about the internet. Haha. Taught by xinyun. 就像她说的，我是她教出来的。哈哈。不然我还不知道有讯雷这样一个神奇的东西。

And ya, sometimes when I get tired after studying I do use the internet, and listen to Mayday songs. Ya, the two mega mayday fans (points to them) are going to be very happy seeing this. As in last time I don’t really listen to songs, and even if my earphones are in my ears it doesn’t mean I’m listening – usually I’m studying or sleeping. or doing both at the same time. As in on the train la. But these days I realised, that I have to admit that their songs 不在一般流俗之中。一般的流行歌曲听久了会腻，但五月天的歌曲第一次听的时候不觉得怎么样，但好像听爵士音乐一样，越听就越有味道。而且，写关于青春和梦想的团体已经剩没几个了。

3 more papers le. Jiayou Jiayou!

p.s. Those taking A’s probably wouldn’t come here la, but if you see this and you’re taking your A’s, you jiayou too! :)

 

風中的羽翼

 

Countdown

Two more days.

Jiayou ah!

Hope everything will go well.

In the mist of preparing I did think of giving up several times. But then again I have come so far, why think of giving up now right?

Hopefully I will do well. :)